Poems an tingss....

-My Lights On

My tummy's up in knots,

My pillow full of tear drops.

Not enough strength anymore

To just close the door

On you,

But this is what I knew.

I am my self 

When im with you, but im just on your shelf.

You make me smile

And feel good every once in a while,

But when I look,

When I look close, I see im just hung on a hook.

Locked somewhere deep inside you

Thats where I was threw.

You can play your game,

I'll just wait for your flame,

To see im here

And always been near.

Wait for you to see

I was here all along

And you were wrong.

I don't know

When your show

Is going to drop.

I can't stop,

My mind

From being blind

To what I've been shown

But I know in every bone.

Ill still hope

And hold onto the rope

That has found its way 

To you, bound you like clay.

Im affected by you more than

You think I am.

I'll keep my light on

Even when your gone.

-Heart Crying.

My heart pounds

And all sounds

Dissolve away

When I see your face each day.

My heart crys on a night

And I don't think I can win this fight

Raging inside me

I just want to flee.

My heart whispers 

Your name and each time it triggers

The sleeping hope

That you'll notice me, I can't cope.

My hearts always been waiting

For someone to stop the shaking

Within my every bone

It just needs a way to be shown.

My heart crumbles

And my foot steps become stumbles.

It turns to dust 

And I'm blown away in a gust.

My heart falls down

And I think I might drown.

The tears from my heart

Surrond me now and I can't find the start.

My heart is set on cry

I don't know what else to try.

I'll put on my show 

For you until I can find a new flow...