Why are you able to make me laugh so much and make me smile like mad but then suddenly your such a knob and then the next thing you act like I've done something then the next you seem to really like me?! Why do you have to be so confusing!!!!???? Jeeeeze you seriously are just a girl on her period! I like talking to you and I miss you when we don't talk... I know I shouldn't because its you. Of all people. You.... But I do, I can't avoid it any more. Maybe I read too much into it but at times it seems like you miss me as much as I miss you? Is it all a game? An act? I don't even know why you talk to me tbh... I mean every other lass you could be talking to and you talk to me, of all people you talk to me... For hours, I look forward to our conversations, always have done. What am I suppose to do when you realise that I'm really a loser and you don't want to talk to me anymore? I don't want to loose you, our conversations or every single insult... But I'm sure you'll see soon enough that I'm a waste of your time... Or maybe you already have done and you just talk to me because you have nothing better to do?
Great. -.- now you've made me paranoid!